الأربعاء، 27 نوفمبر 2013

ماذا بعد ان استسلمت؟

تحلم وتتمنى وتعمل لتحقيق حلمك لكنك تستسلم في كل مرة ...
تستيقظ بعد ايام من الحزن والاكتئاب...  ياتيك حلم جديد فتعمل وتعمل لكنك بالنهايه...  تستسلم...
لن الومك او انظر عليك ولن اجاملك واطبطب عليك لكني سأسألك واتمنى أن تجيبني عينيك...

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الأربعاء، 15 مايو 2013

So what if I failed?

I will tell you a story, when I was a 10-years old kid I went with my grandmother to visit some relatives; and as I can't get engaged in the old people discussions and don't like the typical questions they ask such as ( do you go to school? do you like the school? what is your total marks average? ... etc) I decided to sit in their garden watching some boys playing football.

I can remember that day as if it was today.. I was telling myself to ask the boys to play with them but had this fear that they will not allow me; then one of the most important thought in my life came across my mind ... I said to myself what if I failed? what will happen? I will be sitting in the garden watching them (maybe with a broken heart) but I'm sitting here anyway ... what I will lose? so I decided to give it a try and they accepted to let me play with them ... after 20 mins my grandmother was calling me to tell me we have to leave ... Oh I wasted 1 hour of joy, 1 hour of fun just because I had these fake thoughts.

I don't want to comment on this story, I will keep the analysis and conclusion to you...